Off
Season: A Novel of Healing
by
E.S. Ruete
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GENRE:
Fiction
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BLURB:
Dottie
woke up wondering where she was and why she was so cold. The first
thing she noticed was that she must be outside – she was lying on
cold ground and snow was hitting her in unusual places. That’s when
she noticed the second thing. Her skirt was pulled up past her waist
and her panties were gone. Damn those bastards. It started to come
back to her.
Dottie
is now on an odyssey; a journey not of her choosing; a journey of
healing, integration, and reconciliation that will involve her
partner, her friends, her enemies, her church, her whole community.
And her rapists. As she fights her way through social stereotypes
about rape and rape victims, she also finds the strength to overcome
society’s messages of who she should be and lays claim her true
self. But the memories, the loss, the anger – and the fears –
never go away. No woman chooses to be raped. I asked Dottie why she
chose to tell me a story of rape. She said that millions of women,
hundreds every day, have stories of rape that never get told. She
told her story because she could. Because she had to. Because maybe
people would hear in a work of fiction a Truth that they could not
hear in any other way.
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Excerpt :
Mostly
what Dottie remembered is that they kept giving her choices. Blood or
vaginal exam first. Left or right arm for the blood draw. Keep her
clothes or change into the comfortable, impersonal sweats the SACC
counselor had brought. Should they call her church. She tried to
appreciate what they were trying to do. But I’m so tired, she
thought, and still a little cold and god my headache is getting
worse. And all these decisions don’t help. Didn’t I hear
something on NPR about decision fatigue? Or something like that.
She
remembered a book from her youth. The Captain. The new skipper of an
ocean-going tugboat couldn’t handle all the arbitrary decisions, so
he just alternated “yes” and “no” answers. It seemed to work
for him. She tried it.
“Do
you want soup?”
“Yes.”
“Do
you want coffee?”
“No.”
“Do
you want us to call someone at your church?”
“Yes.”
Damn!! Did I just say that? I love those judgmental bitches, but
they’re the last people I need to see right now.
She
wasn’t doing much better when Mandy showed up and said all the
wrong things. How could this happen? Why weren’t you more careful?
Are you sure you weren’t at some level asking for it?
“NO!
Why the hell would I ask for this? I don’t even like men!” SHIT!
shit shit shit shit shit shit shit. She just outed herself to her
church. She had a feeling the rape was going to start all over again.
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AUTHOR
Bio and Links:
E.S
“Ned” Ruete is an author, speaker, group facilitator, women’s
rights activist, LGBTQIPA+ ally, lay preacher, guitar picker, and
business analyst. He is the author of Seeking God: Finding God’s
both/and in an either/or world and Lead Your Group to Success: A
Meeting Leader’s Primer.
Now
retired, Ned lives in Niantic, Connecticut with his second wife. He
continues to offer pro bono group facilitation and facilitation
training to schools, churches, community groups and not-for-profit
organizations. He has led strategic planning retreats for United
Action Connecticut (UACT), Fiddleheads Food Co-op, and ReNew London.
He is actively involved in LGBTQIPA+ advocacy and annually attends
and presents sessions at the True Colors Conference. He is a member
of the International Association of Facilitators (IAF) formerly
served on the Association Coordinating Team (ACT, the IAF Board of
Directors). He was associate editor of Group Facilitation: A Research
and Applications Journal and has contributed articles to Group
Facilitation, The Facilitator, and other publications on group
facilitation and management consulting.
Off
Season is Mr. Ruete’s first fiction work
See his
consulting products at MakingSpaceConsulting.com
(
http://www.makingspaceconsulting.com/default.html)
and his
books at MakingSpaceConsulting.com/Publish: (The
book is $0.99 during the tour)
http://www.makingspaceconsulting.com/Publish.html
https://twitter.com/edwardruete
https://www.facebook.com/esrueteauthor
https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B06XCZN2LM/ref=x_gr_w_glide_ku
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6 comments:
Thank you for hosting
Thank you for hosting my tour. It's good to be here. I especially appreciate your use of the excerpt that introduces the relationship between Dottie and Mandy. I may send readers of other blogs to you to get the background!
Great excerpt!
Good to see you again!
I enjoyed getting to know your book; congrats on the tour, I hope it is a fun one for you, and thanks for the chance to win :)
How has your pro bono work influenced this story?
--Trix
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